heart breaks never break me..
i have been pressured this day.
thinking of the things that i need to do.
and it is really frustrating and stressing me off. shit
first of all, i have this school papers to do. i have a major paper on my scl3, about social issues. to top that, me and my group also needs to do a documentary about it. another shit.
and it is really hard to communicate with my groupmates because i don't have a cellphone. *sighs
i also have other minor papers for my RC and West Asia, which makes me more frustrated. haay.
second, our computer is broken and my "network-systems graduate" brother supposedly could and should troubleshoot it. nevertheless, he can't. and it is a problem. i always need to borrow my mother's laptop to research (but i wouldn't happen because my mother is using her laptop for her work.) crap.
and because of that broken computer we have, my 'plan B' is to go to a computer shop and rent for 1 hour. a waste of money. another crap.
third, my parents is going hard on me again. they became persuasive about my studying, AGAIN. because of that, i can't go out for until prelims is not yet done. shit.
i can't even go to rehearsals because of this, good luck to me. another shit, a big shit.
but then again, heart breaks never break me.
i guess, i just need to do my thing.
study hard.
be the toughest wall, the strongest mountain, and the hardest rock that i can ever be.
heart breaks never break me, because i am a stone. a stone that is always thrown away.
a stone that is always deposited to the deepest level of the earth.
i am useless. i am nothing.
hanggang sa muli, masugid na mambabasa.
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