deconstructing.

last week, i was able to fix my things again.

and it was really really hard sorting out everything i had.

and then i realized, i was deconstructing my own life.

my life through my things. that's why i decided to share it with you.

i started bringing out my things. clothes, books, papers etc.

and i sorted out everything i had..

first thing i sorted, was the ones i have from school.

oh yeah, my school life. i have a lots of books, notebooks, and of course, my crappy projects of course. haha.

pag nakita niyo ang mga libro, sobrang dudumi, ibig sabihin ba nun, nagamit xia?

i guess. but not properly used. mga libro ko hindi ko binabasa, i prefer my notebook. kasi mga teachers and profs ko, hindi naman sila masyadong dependent sa mga libro, and so, i depend on what they know. anyway, i also have a lot of hand-outs, na marurumi rin. marurumi dahil sa highlights. hindi kasi ako nakakapag-aral ng walang highlighter.

ang mga projects ko? nako, medyo walang kwenta. per in fairness, pumapasa naman ako. and yeah, pinagpuyatan ko ang mga yun. haha. pero yung iba, crammed ones. sabi ng mga classmates ko, pano kaya kung matagal mo na yang ginawa? siguro hindi ka lang pasado.

ewan ko, i really prefer cramming them than starting very early.

xiempre, ang highlight ng school stuff ko, ang mga test papers at other kinds of output in school.

i still had my tests from chemistry, na puro lab lang ang pasado, algebra, na parating two-pages, trigo, na puro marurumi. meron din namang akong papers na puro matataas, like english, and bio.

my college papers? woohoo, naku, mga pasado. pero crammed din. haha!

enough said. it was a typical school life, but it was fun.

after sorting out all my school stuff, i started sorting out my little papers..

little papers with my scribbles of course.

my expressive side. i had lots of them. my random thoughts, my opinions on things, personal ideas, concepts and other ideal things. haha.

at kung makikita niyo ang mag papel na iyon, yung iba dun, makikita niyo rin dito sa blog ko.

yung iba, hindi ko na sinusulat, diresto na rito sa blog. tulad nitong pinopost ko. medyo wala akong kwenta mag-organize ng thoughts.

okay lang, what's important for me is to express it.

nilagay ko sila sa maliit na plastic bag, and put it inside my drawer.

after doing that, inayos ko na agad ang choir pieces and CD's ko.

my musical side. haha.

i love classical music (and it makes people genius, btw. haha!). and old school songs, and pop songs.

choir pieces? nako, ang rami. church songs, love songs, and acapella songs. hehe.

i placed all the pieces inside a clearbook., and the others, in a envelope.

i just fixed my paper stuff, and soo, i stuffed it in mini-shelf, including the sorted books and notebooks.

oh yeah, i finished deconstructing my life. i really enjoyed remembering scenes of my life, through those little things, which turned to be artifacts that proved the existence of my life. as a student. as a blogger, as a person. as gian.

and soo, as the chronicler, i will write on to the path i am walking in.

wow. ang drama.

hanggang sa muli, masugid na mambabasa. :)

~TAPOS~