Sunday, February 21, 2010

cellphone.

lol. master loser ng mga cellphone.

yan ang bansag ko sa sarili ko ngayon. grabe. nakailang wala na ako ng phone.

yung una, first year HS ako. grabe. kay bongga. unang colored phone. ako pa unang nagkaroon sa pamilya. ang dami kong nakatext dun. smart pa una kong number. haha. ang dami kong naka-text dun. sobrang feeling sosyal ako. regalo kasi yun dahil sa maganda daw grades ko. tapos niwala ko sa court namin. ang ganda. ang ganda lang.

pangalawang phone, another colored phone, ngayon naman may camera na. isang phone ng motorolla. 4th year HS ako nun. bongga ang phone ko. ang dami pang napuntahan. recollection, em-ed/field-trip. ang dami pang pictures, tapos hindi ko rin naman pala malilipat sa computer. nawala ko rin, sa jeep naman. aw.

pangatlong phone, balik nokia phone. hindi lang may camera, hindi lang may mp3 player, pwede pang mag-video, at sliding phone pa! pocha. that was my phone for the first week of the second semester nung 2nd year ako. grabe. 2 months lang tumagal sakin, sa school ko pa nawala. hindi ko nga siya iniyakan nung nawala. haha. oh well.

pang-apat. parang intermussion lang, ilang weeks lang sakin. hindi pa sakin. isang 3310 na kulay pink. haha. at kailan siya nawala? araw ng paskuhan. gash.

and last phone that i just lost, is my beloved N-gage. my phone since first year college, at kakawala ko lang sa kanya. napakaganda. haay.

OH WELL. kailangan ko nang ayusin ang buhay ko. wooh.
must not lose phones, no more! NO MORE.

hanggang sa muli, masugid na mambabasa. :)

epal things.

since i was a child, meron na akong mga laruan na hindi pangkaraniwan sa ibang bata. hindi mga robot, mga manika, ni kahit nga sasakyan or kung ano mang mga laruan na maituturing ang hindi ko nilalaro.

ang mga laruan ko? mga maliliit na piraso mula sa mga buong mga laruan. mga ibang gamit tulad ng shampoo, mga key chain, basta kahit anong maliit, manipis o kaya naman kahit anong piraso na galing sa isang bagay, instant laruan ko na siya.

sobrang weird ko nun, kasi naman, maliban sa pagiging laruan ko, eh parang mga paraphernalia ko na rin sila tuwing lumalabas ako ng bahay. kahit hindi ko naman lalaruin (dahil alam ko magmumukha akong weird) ay dinadala ko pa rin tong mga to. hanggang sa malaman ng mga kaibigan ko na may mga ganito akong dala sa isang maliit na pouch, na minsan ay nilagay ko na rin sa isang pokeball. oo, meron akong pokeball noon. haha.

mukha mang weird, pero mukha naman silang natuwa sa mga "laruan" kong iyon, tapos, tinawag nilang "epal things." epal dahil hindi ko naman nilalaro, wala namang sense kung bakit ko sila dinadala, at things, dahil bagay sila. mga kakaibang bagay.

ngayon, sobrang mulat na ang aking mga mata sa mga ka-weird-ohan ko ng bata ako. at kahit na ganon, meron parin akong mga epal things. hindi ko na nga lang nilalaro.

hindi ko alam kung matatawag ko ba itong koleksyon, pero sa ngayon, kinokolekta ko lang ang mga bagay na cute sa aking panigin. yung mga tipong, once in a life time ko lang makikita. joke, pero pumupulot pa rin ako ng mga ganung bagay. at natutuwa rin naman ako. naging mga lucky charms ko na sila eh. dala ko ba naman palagi eh.

tsaka, naging parte na siguro ng "psyche" ko ang pumulot ng mga maliliit na bagay. just a proof na mahilig talaga ako sa cute. lol.

hanggang sa muli, masugid na mambabasa. :)

Thursday, February 18, 2010

busy brain.

lol. malay ko ba, gusto kong mag-update.

nag-iisip ako ng pwedeng i-blog..

sa sobrang pag-iisip ko, hindi ko na alam kung anong ilalagay ko. hahaha.

naguguluhan ang aking utak.

tapos, iniisip ko pa yung mga dapat kong gawin para bukas.

pinagsabay eh no. hahaha.

anyway, pag umayos na ang haggard kong schedule (bwahaha, ang bobo ko talaga sa time-management), sana maayos na rin ang utak ko. haha.

sa ngayon, ganito nalang muna ka random. hihi.

hanggang sa muli, masugid na mambabasa. :)

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

fickle-minded.

ang weird ko ngayong araw na ito.

i was chosen to coach the girl's vball team of my course for the sportfest of our faculty. i was deciding if i'll wear my uniform, or i'll wear a civilian attire. mga naka-ilang ulit rin ako ng palit ng damit. hindi na nga ako nakapag-deodorant at nakapagpabango sa sobrang alala.

tapos, sinasabayan pako ng nanay ko. "hanapin mo na kasi yun!" "iligpit mo mga damit mo!" "ayusin mo mga kalat mo!" na paulit-ulit lang niya inuutos sakin. parang hindi ako papasok ng school. haay. medyo nairita nga ako eh.

ayaw niya akong patakbuhin na secretary, dahil makalat daw ako. sige na, makalat na. sige na, ako ng mali. grabe. feeling ko tuloy ang sama-sama ko. magliligpit naman ako, nagkataon lang

nung umalis nako sa bahay, iniisip ko pa rin kung magpapalit ako ng damit. napatigil ako sa isang kalye. bumalik ako kasi naisip kong magpalit, tapos humarap na ulit ako naglakad..tapos tumalikod, tapos humarap, tapos tapos...

napagdesisyunan kong mag-uniform nalang. hindi pa nga panatag loob ko nun eh. pero, inisip ko na okay nang naka-uniform nako. nakaalis din ako, sa wakas.

nung nasa bus nako, nagtext friend ko na hindi na tuloy yung game, so okay lang. buti nalang naka-uniform nako. wooh.

napadasal pako sa bus kanina, para lang mapanatag nako ng buong-buo.

buti nalang talaga maraming cute sa bus nun, medyo natuwa ako ng onti. at kausap ko ang kaklase ko habang bumibiyahe.

hanggang sa muli, masugid na mambabasa. :)

Sunday, February 7, 2010

a poem

it was a requirement that forced US to write a poem. LOL.
i just tried. sorry, kung loser yung pagkagawa ko. :)
PS: imbento lang yung title. :))


"My Star"
You always make me see you, and I always can't resist that.
You always give me the reason to smile, even when there is nothing to smile about.
You always stun me with your looks, even when you're just on your always-worn attire.
You always make me laugh with your jokes, even if you are not joking at all.
You always do things that make me fall easily, but it means nothing to you.

The wind breezes to the falling leaves in the ground.
I was wandering under the trees, while you pass by.
T'was cloudy that day, the sun was not showing any ray of light.
Leaves keep on withering, and descending from the branches, while you disappear.
Darkness is already covering the sky, the wind breezes more, and the moon shines in the darkening sky.

You were a stone that is not feeling anything that I wanted to feel.
You were a statue that is not returning back what I wanted to receive.
You were a robot that is ignorant to the feelings of others.
You were a carnivore that is only focused on oneself.
You were a diamond that is hard and strong enough to break weak things.

You have a body that is like that of a bottle, slim and fit.
Your skin has a shade like that of a chocolate powder, and with hair as black as the charcoal.
Your face is like shaped to perfection, with his eyes like the eagle, and his lips as pink as the carnation.
Your Jaw Lines and your cheek bones are like sculpted by a professional sculptor.
Nevertheless, your senses is like an insulator, resisting things, not giving heat.

The gray clouds wail everytime I see you just passing by, the noise around seems shouting all of the hurt I am feeling.
The wind blows hard as you pass by me, hitting you concealingly, trying to put you down.
My heart is stamping, strong enough to batter you with might, and knock you out with a stampede.
The withered leaves are trying to stab you with all of the insensitivity you have done.
And, life has built a block to separate us, and hatred grabs the entirety of my soul.

I am now sitting at the gutter of the road, under the trees with falling leaves.
I wonder as the time passes by quickly, and as evening eats the blue sky.
Thinking if I should remember or I should forget you.
Trying to search for a falling star, so that I could wish for a miracle for us.
The wind breezes over, and I felt how alone I was, while that only star at that night, twinkles far from me.

I will try to remove all of the memories, even though some refuse to be erased.
Aim straighter, and soar higher, to forget all the pain.
See the brighter side of life, not thinking of seclusions and frustrations.
Seek for adventure, sacrifice what I want from what I need, and change for the future.
I will erase every bits of you in me, but I will still try to keep some in my heart.

The Silence is deafening, and nothing moves from the surroundings.
The evening sky has covered the rest of the earth, while I stand alone.
I look at the other side, and you were there, looking towards me.
You smiled, and I smiled back.
I thought it was for real, until I opened my eyes, and see the star twinkling from a distance, getting covered by the thick clouds.


hanggang sa muli, masugid na mambabasa. :)

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

random lang. :))

wala kasi akong magawa. we don't classes today, too. it gave mo more time for doing my hate poem, my book review and pseudo-quiz. har.

as of now, nagsasayang lang ako ng oras dito sa lib. manonood lang naman kasi kami ng AB Faculty Show, which is exciting, btw.

so, ganito lang ang ginagawa ko sa school, pag walang ginagawa. tumatambay sa internet section ng library, mag-blog at mag-plurk, since yun lang ang pwede kong i-access na sites dito. and masaya naman siya, nakakapag-update pa rin ako. natatamad nga lang ako minsan. haha.

blog. plurk. check mails, horoscope. yung lang ang tangi kong nagagawa sa internet section.

and as usual, i'm blogging. wala akong magawa. haha.

oh well, will waste more time. as one saying goes,

"time is never wasted, when you're wasted evrytime."

makes sense, right?

hanggang sa muli, masugid na mambabasa. :)

HAR.

we were required to do a hate poem.

and it should be 40 lines all in all.

ANG HABA. wala nakong nagawa.

14 lines palang nagagawa ko, and i should finish it before friday. HAR.

i still need to answer a pseudo-quiz, and to do a book review on our historiography class..

HAR. cramming, it is.

cramming, for life, i guess. :))

hanggang sa muli, masugid na mambabasa. :)

first update of the year.

well, i'll just keep this brief, yet very informative. would that be fine? K? K! here it goes.

1. I had my head cut to bald before new year. (and t'was fuun.)
2. Already on my 2nd semester as a 3rd year college students. (been doing more papers, more papers, and more papers.)
3. I had been to extra-curricular's this sem. Joined a quiz bee, the sportsfest, and a singing contest, which I didn 't win at, yet gave me a great experience, of course.
4. Has been able to do school stuff very good, still cramming. hell yeah!
5. HM. some updates from last year (great christmas party, great paskuhan. tanduay ice. LOL)
6. Have two planners, one big and one small. I've been using the smaller one. haha.
7. I've been getting pimples from my late night cramming. HAR. must sleep properly.
8. Had returned to tumblr, and decided to make it my photoblog, and blogger, still being my official blog. yay!
9. Thinks that he's doing good at school, and not doing good at other things. woops.
10. My choir officer life, has been idler. must be able to do some things before the end of my term.
11. I am using N-Gage again! weee. i feel so happy.
12. I have already posted a video of me singing. haha.
13. Have new friends, a new close friends, and new known people. haha.
14. What else? I was already able to watch Avatar and Sherlock Holmes! two great movies!
15. Had been able to maintain all my social networking accounts: Plurk, Facebook, and Multiply. with a new account at Formspring. :)

I guess, that's about it. the happening from December to January. ♥

hanggang sa muli, masugid na mambabasa. :)