the physics of quest

when you are ready to go somewhere and leave the things you were used to, you will try to have new experiences from the path you chose, without knowing what will happen next. i mean, you literally not know where your feet will bring you to. it is called the physics of quest.

i, for one, have already visited a lot of places. i have already seen beautiful landscapes and stunning horizons. i have glimpsed the culture of the places i went to. i have walked by the beach, ran on the road while raining, and talked to people who spoke different languages. it was really nice to leave the place you always see and the things you always do to take a rest and see things we have not seen yet.

every time i go away, i try to leave negativity and other things that would make me think heavily and make me feel frustrated. as i visit new places, i just indulge myself to the surroundings. i savor the luscious green trees, the flowers, flying birds, running squirrels, swinging monkeys, people walking, cute little trinkets, beach, sand, and other things that would distract me and make me forget the problems i should face for a while.

however, after i go away, i return and face those familiar things as i have rested and have renewed my strength to face them. i guess it is better to be in a place you are familiar with. you are used to it. you will never get lost.

i want to leave that familiar place and go away. i want to go far away from it and leave every thing i could leave. i want to experience new things from other places i have never been to. as i leave this familiar things behind me, i will have plenty of space to gather new experiences. though, i still do not have the strength to just leave them and not go back. i am not yet ready to get lost. i still cannot let go of the place i have loved.

one day, i will have the strength to leave it all behind. i just need some time. for now, i shall enjoy the familiarity while i can see and have them. :)

hanggang sa muli, masugid na mambabasa. :)