emo.

ang sarap magpaka-emo ngayong araw na ito.

kasi, wala naman akong masyadong gagawin. pangalawa, pwede kong isipin ang mga problema ko, pangatlo, umuulan, it suits to the emo mood, and ang pang-apat siguro eh para may maisip kalang. LOL.

emo. emotional. emo-emohan, or kung ano pa man ang tawag dun. ibig sabihin nun eh paglalabas ng mga saloobin mong tinatago. galit, lungkot, saya, inggit, or kung ano pa mang emosyon yan. ehhh, hindi lang naman focused sa isang emosyong ang emo, sa tingin ko. pero, naging habit kasi natin na pag nakakita na tayo ng taong malungkot, yun, emo na. pero, dahil emo means emotional, i think isipin rin natin na ang pagiging emo eh kasama dun ang paglalabas ng kung ano-ano mang emosyon. diba? hindi lang malungkot. hindi lang naman kalungkutan ang emosyon diba? unless yun lang alam mong gawin. edi ayun. haha.

gash. may sense ba ito? eto ang nagagawa ng tinatamad mag-aral.

hanggang sa muli, masugid na mambabasa. :)

OH HELLO AUGUST.

hello august! :D

grabe, sobrang bilis ng oras, august na pala! parang kailan lang, summer pa. HAHAHA.

anyhoo, birthday ngayon ng panganay kong kapatid. happy birthday sa kanya! nagtatrabaho na siya ngayon, weee. sana manlibre siya. LOL.

i have been busy with a lot of school things today. i've been doing papers, been doing AVP's and photoshoots (member kasi ako ng documentation committee ng society ng course namin, eh ayun), been doing notes, reading assignments, took long quizzes, class officer duties and the like. yeah yeah, very typical of a 4th year college, perhaps.

i have also been busy with choir officer duties in our church. i really don't have the management and the organization skills to handle things that i should handl. nevertheless, kinakaya ko pa naman ata. i hope so.

and lastly, since i am already in 4th year college, we are now realizing that we are already going to graduate. i'm happy that i am a part of UST's Quadricentennial batch. very fulfilling, and very pressuring too. well i hope i would be able to face that pressure, and be up to the challenges of the 4th year college life. wooh!

so yeah, maliban sa mga personal kong problema, nakakaya ko pa naman. HAHA. nag-iinarte lang ako. kaya, tama na ang pag-iinarte. :))

and so, 7 months to go before graduation. WAH.

hanggang sa muli, masugid na mambabasa. :)

awkward.

i don't know.

i sometimes feel awkward when something really goes wrong, when i feel there is something wrong. it's really weird. i am just paranoid at so many things, things that i can think of.

i maybe overthinking things, or overseeing the scenes of the phenomena. (wow. it sounds geeky/nerdy/whatcamacallit). hahaha.

i think it's already been part of my psyche. to feel awkward, to be emo, get sad, be frustrated, get worried or whatever. and i must control it. perhaps, i should not be like this. i must not do this, because it doesn't bring anything to me. it'll just make me cry, it'll not make me happy, in that case.

haay. ewan ko ba. i should think happy thoughts. if it is really my bad, then it is my bad. if it's not, then it's not. i should now know how to focus on things i should not think about.

but right now, i really feel like crying right now. i guess i should.

hanggang sa muli, masugid na mambabasa. :)

HOYES.

LOL. i have been very busy this past few weeks..

i forgot to post here. HAHA.

sorry naman. i am always pre-occupied to do things for school and for others. SO YEAH.

i will try to update tomorrow when i am able to.

i need to rest now, i have been utilizing my mind for the whole day.

and, i must catch some sleep. before i lose some. O.o

good night people.

PS: it's my first time again to sleep before 12mn. :D ACHIEVEMENT. :D

I MISS THIS.

well, i think, i have been overstaying in tumblr, that i have forgotten to post some things here on my blogger.

i've been loitering more on tumblr since i can be random there, and it's just one click away.

well. i think so, it goes that way.

anyway, i think i should do some updates now.

i am now preparing myself for graduation. kidding aside, i am now facing the wrath of my senior year in college. it's not yet rude, but it's getting there. HM.

i should do two papers now, to be submitted next week. one about philosophy, and one about marriage.

i have been hooked to microblogging, which i am able to do when i'm on tumblr. and what i do here is macroblogging? NAH. i don't know.

i have been busy with choir things, and photography things, and school things. (im not a photographer though. just want to take pictures.)

and yeah. that's all i guess.

i will try to post new things here starting whenever. LOL.

hello. :)

hanggang sa muli, masugid na mambabasa. :)